Yet again, I’m writing from bed. I seem to be following a theme here. I am, again, waiting on Jason to come to bed…he’s watching Stargate.
Blogging can be aggravating. It’s a way to write about things, but at the same time, I’m not sharing thoughts or feelings about Alot of things, and it just makes it feel so…impersonal and almost a waste. Maybe I’m just weird.
So a couple days ago I found out that my parakeets, if they really feel like it, can escape their cage and have a field day teasing my cat. It made for a very interesting afternoon. Angel immediately got confined to the bedroom (crying her eyes out) and while I did that, Popcorn (keet) went back into the cage of his own free will.
Jason changed the theme of my website for me. I think I like it better than the ones I had before, but I’ll give it a couple days and see how it sits.
We had Jason’s mom and our niece over on Saturday. Amber is 14 months old and running around and talking a bit and is so adorable. She’s also pretty funny. She kept chasing Angel, who actually tripped in her desperation to get away. Angel eventually gave up and let Amber pet her, and Amber pet her nicely, which was a surprise. Amber was terrified of Jason at first, but eventually got comfortable enough to let him hold her and even held his hand and stared at him for a while. It was precious.
The night before that, Friday night, we had TJ and Emily over. I cooked for everyone and we played the Wii for a while, then watched some YouTube videos before it got late and I kicked them out. It was an enjoyable experience 
That’s really all for now… Nighty night!!


Just thinking, not really much going on. I started a new thing…group therapy. I like it, I think it could help. It’s a cognative behavioral therapy group. Speaking of group, I need to start journaling, obviously not on here, because there are things I just won’t share with the world. Alot of things, actually. I’m private like that sometimes. At least I have the notebooks for journaling, I picked them up on sale at the store. I think it will be a good thing for me to write…there is alot that I need to work through.
Sunday was another good one, still in the Psalms. I forget which one we did. In bible study on Tuesdays we are discussing how we deal with fear…I suck at dealing with fear. I don’t think that’s going to change any time soon. Wednesday was the church block party, got there just in time to help clean up….
Laying in bed, trying to stay awake. Angel just hopped up to keep me company.
I need to get back into reading poetry. There are some truly beautiful poems out there, just waiting to be read. I need to get a book of Dickinson’s works…she’s easily my favorite. It’s so east to forget life’s little things sometimes, and get caught up in the big stuff.
Short entry this week…my head is bothering me and I haven’t had much sleep recently. I tried taking an ambien Tuesday night and it didn’t help me sleep, but it did put me in a fog for a good few hours after waking up. So, on that note, Nighty night.
